can one ever go crazy while searching on net? i think i am. this is the second time in this semester le. firstly is due to the overwhelming information that one gets. secondly its the lack of access to information which i really wanted and needed, thirdly the system is totally non-user friendly. hey computer genies out there. HELP!!

recently i'm rather affected by the doings of one of my friend. it really started me thinking both ways. i mean should i trust what was told to me? should i trust my friend given the records of actions? am i that bad a person in accessing people?
am i that gullible? am i that 软耳？ am i that 表里不一?

anyway more worries came from the job search activity that took up more whole of thursday evening. and supposedly the earlier part of today. i'm left with many options and more confusion. as usual. i'm confused of what i want. i only know that i WANT to go overseas. the chance of exposure. thats what i hope the company offers. but problem comes... what can I offer the company??